Happily Ever After

Hey guys, I know haven't been writing a lot, but I don't exactly have many viewers, so, yeah.

Have you ever watched a chick flick, or read a romantic story book or a play where the characters end up together?

I find myself always wondering about them and what's going to happen to them in the future.

For some reason, happily ever after is never enough for me. I want to know what happens to the people whether they stay together after college, whether they ever get married or have kids. For some reason, I don't know what, I spend hours after a meaningless chick flick or movie trying to analyze the last words they said, the actions they did to find out whether they stay together.

You're probably wondering why this is a big deal.

It's a big deal to me because I yearn for love. In fact, I lust for it. Sometimes, I feel like I could give up anything if I could just find someone who would love me and fill this inner need in me to love someone else. And I don't care what kind of a love it is, even if it is for a minute, I just want someone to laugh with me, kiss me and then cuddle me or hug me to sleep. And his may just be the teenage hormones speaking up, but that's the way it is.

For me, it goes deeper than having a boyfriend or someone to make out with. I want the mental parts that come with a relationship. I want to see my future with someone and maybe someday start a family. That's why, I guess, in the movies, when people find love, I go running after them. I start working out the mental roles that the characters would have to participate in if they continued being in that relationship. I look at characters and I think about how they manage college, work and other things in life together if their love for each other is as strong as it is portrayed to be in the book.

I want to know.

I guess it's just a weird thing, but have you thought about it?
Has anyone really thought about after the happy ever after?

Mental musings,
FeatherPaw.